zadnja stran december

Živijo

Sem na začetku novega tedna, medtem ko se približuje sredina decembra. To je zadnji mesec. Zadnja stran v letu 2010. Ostaja še nekaj dni preden bomo praznovali božič.

Doživela sem čudovite stvari v zadnjih tednih. 10 praznovanje škrlovca, katerega smo pripravili in čakali z navdušenjem je minil zmagovalno. Vsaj jaz tako čutim. Ta teden je bil eden najbolj utrujajočih od vseh kar sem jih doživela v Sloveniji. Uprava dijaškega doma me je presenetila z odločitvijo, da me preselijo v drugo sobo. Še posebno zadnji trije dnevi so šli mimo neverjetno hitro. Morala sem ujeti nekaj in zato sem bila vsakič neprespana. Ko sem se ukvarjala z dnevom odprtih vrat sem nosila svoje stvari. Na koncu se je zame in za njih vse perfektno izteklo. Predstava otrok, aplavzi in pozdravi ljudi so poplačali naš trud. Hotela sempokazati mojo zahvalnost ljudem, ki so nas podpirali. Ko sem videla odzive na prikaze otrok iz škrlovca v publiki sem doživela različne občutke. Videla sem različne občutke pri njih, včasih sramežljive, včasih navdušene, včasih ponosne da so na odru. Rada sem imela te trenutke. Pred mojim govorom sem bila zelo navdušena. Kar tresla sem se, ker nisem navajena govoriti pred množico.

Sedaj imamo zimo v Sloveniji. To je prava zima za turško dekle. Čeprav je sedaj manj snega na ulicah, še vedno piha mrzel veter. Podoživljam eno od zim iz mojega otroštva. Bila sem zmedena. Naučila semsenekaj o zimi, kar sem že pozabila, recimo uporabiti dežnik za snežno vreme. 

Ena lepših stvari je bil tudi začetek turškega tečaja. Seveda sem imela težave na začetku. Če je tvoj materin jezik turščina, še ne pomeni da si avtomatsko dober učitelj. Prav tako nisem vedela koliko turščine jih lahko naučim. Nadaljevali smo tečaj po nekaj tednih. Razveselili so me z karaoke večerom. Hočem se potruditi za tečaj. Upamda sem dovolj dobra. 

Ta teden sem bila s svojo francosko prijatelijico Angelique. Ko sem videla njene SMS-e sem bila zelo žalostna. To je bila moja krivda. Izklopila sem telefon za 2 dni. Na srečo sem jo ujela preden je odšla v Ljubljano. Prišel je ta teden, ko sva hoteli biti skupaj. Skupaj sva odšli v Ljubljano. Pričeli sva kegljati z angelique-ino organizacijo. Ta prostor in ljudje so bili prijazni. Potem se je začela naša noč na metelkovi. Končno sem videla slavno metelkovo, ki res deluje kot podzemni mafijski prostor. Tam smo bili do jutra. 

To je bilo vse kar sem hotela napisati.

Se vidimo.

Last page of december...

Hello

 

I am at the beginning of new week while approaching in the middle of december..This is last month to have.Last page of 2010…There are a few days left before we will celebrate christmas.

I experienced beatiful things during past weeks. 10th celebration of skrlovec, which we prepared and waited with excitement, passed triumphantly. At least ı feel with this way.That week was one of the most exhausting ı have ever lived in Slovenia. I had one surprise decision from management of dorm to change my room.Especially last three days of that week went unbelievable fast.I had to catch something and be sleepless everytime.While dealing with dan odprtih vrat,ı was also carrying my goods.But both me and us got perfect conclusions at the end.Performances of kids,applauses and greetings of people paid off for our effort.I want to show my appreciation to people who supported us.Seeing exhibition of skrlovec kids’ talents in crowd woke various feelings up in me.I saw their different feelings,sometimes shy sometimes excited, sometimes proud on the stage.I loved that moments much.By the way ı was so excited also before my speech.I was trembling by not being used to make speech in crowd.

Now we have winter in Slovenia.This is real winter for a turkish girl.Although there is less snow on street now, frost wind still blows.I am reliving one of the winters from my childhood.I was confused.I learnt something about winter which ı forgat for example taking umbrella for snowy weather.

One of the sweetest thing in november was also start of my turkish lessons.Of course ı had drawbacks at the begining.Speaking turkish as mother tongue doesnt automaticly make you a good teacher. furthermore ı couldnt estimate how much turkish ı can teach them. We continued lessons after few weeks.They made me really happy while they were making karaoke evening.I wanna do my best in the lessons.I hope ı am good enough…

I was with my french friend Angelique this weekend.After seeing her messages,ı was very sad.This was my fault.I shut down my phone for 2 days. Fortunately ı caught her before going Ljubljana.That weekend which we wanted to be together came. We went to Ljubljana together.We started to play bowling with angelique’s association.That place and people were nice.Then our metelkova night began.Finally ı saw notorious metelkova which really appears like underground mafia place:).We were there till morning.

That was all ı wanted to write

See you.